Nowhere to run,
Nowhere to go,
Welcome to life damnation!
Welcome to fun,
Welcome to hope,
Here is your invitation!
- Edguy, "Overture"
Yesterday I realized that - in a way - I have reached the end of the line. I am at a point where I really have nothing that I can meaningfully work towards achieving. The things I want, I either have or have no way of pursuing. Or rather, any pursuit thereof would only drive them further away.
Gloomy... in a sense... as I am having to battle with the despair of complete pointlessness.
But also very freeing - for if there really is nothing I could usefully do, I can stop worrying about these things and do stuff I actually find fun.
Extreme ups followed by despairing downs... and this rollercoaster may well keep on going for a while. Guess I'm in for a fun ride.
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It sounds so poetic that I want to ask: despair of complete pointlessness or pointless completeness :).
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